Oke aku crying :( Pundekkkkk ! Sedih gilaaaaa . Bukan pasal boyfriend or what , tapy sebab mak aku . Mama , elis tau elis banyak susakan mama kan ? Elis tau tu . Mama , thank you sebab selama nhe kerja keras utk besar kan kitaorang . Just elis sedih sangat bila elis teman mama pegy bank semalam , when i see &%#@#^&& , sikit gler and tak cukup nak jaga 5 orangg . I'm so sorry mama :( Mama , elis nak masuk asrama ! Elis taknak duduk rumah and elis tak nak susahkan mama . LANGSUNG ! faham tak LANGSUNG ! I'm to suck to be your daughter and I can't be the perfect daughter to you . I'M SO SORRYYYYYYY :( when i'm crying , i will cry so sincerely for you ! I feel so guilty when i saw you crying when we at the ate table . I was thought to take a knife and cut my hand veins because i don't want to make you trouble . I'm so sorry mama . I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHH :'(
